Unsure Thingy

I was never sure of what I feel for him. If you ever asked youself do I love him/her maybe you wanna make sure where your love was coming from. For me, I should make sure this one before making any decision.

When I love someone because logically I cant resist not to love them, I will step back and decide not to have any commitment with them. Logically show that I was thinking, prefer not to love while I'm still thinking.

Then when I love someone wholeheartedly, maybe I still step back a moment, take a space to feel those love clearly. Is that just an impulsive love? Just lust? Or another obsession thingy?

Realizing that I was so damn complicated and mysterious person, I prefer being alone when I still unsure to have commitment with anyone. Especially when I was unsure with what I felt for those person, I will step back then give a space for both of us.

Maybe someday when I already met my spouse, you'll sure that I love him because when you asked me why I love him, I just tell you that I love him with no reason. I just love him.