a very black afternoon

she came into my room
with her pen and a piece of paper
standing in front of me and advice me loudly

i just sitting on my bed
with headset in my head
but listened every single word she said

and i noted something she said
feels like a thunder in my ears
feels like a storm in my head

"kalo hidup itu harus capek, pasti capek
kalo kamu ga mau capek
mati aja sekalian

kalo mati ga bakalan capek lagi"

well okay
last night i've think about that
and thanks you gave an advice like that
so i could make it out
thank you

@ur unbeloved daughter
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